長大的感慨

這首歌，啊～～～～～～～
刺透我曾經瘋狂做夢的心。

年少時，好勇敢做夢，什麼都想試，什麼都想做。
天空好大，好像什麼都是『可能』。
那時覺得只要決心努力，什麼都能得到手。

追夢多年後，『原來』越來越多，『可能』越來越少。
直到如今 “已經忘記了起點，又看不到終點”。

這麼多年了，怎麼老是還在原點啊。

累了。

投降了。

算了。

但，
就算迷失，
我相信神還是會用我的一生，
或許神要給我的不是我所夢想的，
或許我的人生，神有另外的安排。
或許我的夢想成真，成功，得著和獎賞，
不是在今世，而是在永恆。

就。。。

醬。

《年少時代》
詞：黃婷
曲：木村充利

幾顆彈珠散落在公園草地
世界大戰壯烈結束在秘密基地
夕陽映著滿身的污泥
約好明天還要再來這裡

明天之後籃球鎖在櫃子裡
白色單車太矮了送給鄰居小弟
那副雙節棍從沒讓我天下無敵
再回頭丟失了勇氣

偶爾在夜裡夢見那時的自己
那笑容淺淺地在記憶裡模糊淡去
醒在淚水裡再也不是狂奔雨裡的年紀
以後要往哪裡去

一天一天的長大了
一年一年的遺忘了
一步一步成為年少時代無法理解的大人
是否到最後我們還能唱一首歌
把這一路的風景寫成天邊永恆的銀河

那個少年以為努力就能贏
相信生命屬於一顆流浪的彗星
漫畫的對白每句都當成座右銘
學不會對世界懷疑

偶爾在夜裡夢見那時的自己
那笑容是黑白照片裡殘破的痕跡
醒在淚水裡想念圍繞大榕樹下的身影
迷路了怎麼回去

一次一次的盼望著
一點一點的失望了
一寸一寸看著年少時代的天空縮小了
擁有了夠多為何不敢盡情哭呢
一萬倍世故聰明換不回一分快樂

一天一天的長大了
一年一年的遺忘了
一步一步成為年少時代無法理解的大人
只希望最後我們還能唱一首歌
把這一生的風景寫成天邊永恆的銀河

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