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2009.........

With just a blink, tomorrow will be the last day of 2009. Wow...time really flies. I have my rest day today..and ended up wasted almost a day stoning and watching 'friends'. As the evening drew near and the construction noise starts to fade away, I figured I need to quiet down too and review my life in 2009. Tomorrow will be a busy day with work, so I don't think I'll have time for 'quietness'. So, with my cup of joy tea, I meditated today. However, honestly, i feel the distance as if my prayer just bounce off the ceiling... you know, one of those days where you pray hard and feels nothing. Then half way through, you'll wonder "is He listening to me? should I go on?" Oh well, its ok I guess, because God is there and loves me no matter I feel it or not. Its a fact, not a feeling :)

Neways, as I think back to 2009, no doubt I find ups and downs, loneliness and happenings, heartbreaks and comforts, success and failures, satisfactions and disappointments etc....But throughout the year, I find that God leads, guides and truly cares what is happening to me. One of the most thankful thing that happened to me would be Starbucks. I've learnt to experience him most through Starbucks in the most little things.

In 2010, my life will go through another turning point as I move back to Miri. Whether its my career or my r.ship life, I'm unsure how the future will be. But I'm sure, God will continue to lead. I guess its another point in life I have to learn to let go and let God and choose to trust him , just like how I did when I decided to join Starbucks ^^. I never knew what would happen when I choose to make that turn, but turns out Starbucks has been the best damn thing that ever happened to me. I still can't believe I could actually live my life like this - doing what I love everyday~

Ok, long winded enough. To sum up, I'm gonna bring this scripture with me into 2010:
Trust GOD from the bottom of your heart;don't try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for GOD's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go;he's the one who will keep you on track. Prov 3:5-6 (Msg)

Have a blessed new year :)
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Joan said…
when will you move back? want gethering before that? with agnes
December 31, 2009 at 12:18 PM
Agnes Sim said…
yaya...if move bck, thn faster gather 1st before u move back. hehe...if not, nex time need to fly to miri, susah...:p
December 31, 2009 at 3:18 PM
Eve said…
Happy New Year Sheerah!
I've tagged u an award!

http://lynn1919.blogspot.com/2010/01/blogireadalot-award.html
January 7, 2010 at 7:20 PM
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